Purposed Place

Sometimes when I’m in tears, I feel so far from my goals, however in the same instance, I gain assurance from within that, this is not it. This is not final.

When I see smiles on faces, I know there is Hope.

I know My God

I know He loves me

and although it is rough now

He is still here to take care of me

and

I will get through this

Flawlessly

Empty

A broken Heart is like an empty sanctuary…

it was meant to be filled with life giving substance...

but now it just

empty...

No crowd no clot

Nothing stays there long...

and how could it...

when there are so many cracks and open spaces

Worst thing is

I don’t know how to fix it

there is no spirit anymore just a shell of what once was

and

I don’t know how to fill it

it used to overflow with hope and inspiration

but

I don’t know how to mend it

the foundation is broken nothing can hold it together

and

I don’t know if I should store it

because

there is no use in keeping something that is

Empty

Little Things

Its the small moments you have with others that are the most memorable. Like the inside joke with the college crew or simply the way he looks at you. These small encounters weave together to strengthen the relationship we have created .

The Great Commission

A real relationship with God through Jesus Christ means that you have grown to understand that it is not always easy or comfortable and the life you live is not lived for you but for the salvation of others. That is why you make it so you can bring others back to life (God). Live so others see the hope of your faith and salvation and want to live a new life. Life is more then career and achievements it's about discipleship. If God asked you to give up all you have so you can change the lives of all those around you; would you do it? Keep in mind God is a provider for those that love Him and do the works. So would you?

In Turn

To my favorites
I have missed you
It has been a while since i posted anything but hey what can i say?

In the more recent weeks
I have become very transparent emotionally
allowing myself to explore vulnerabilty

and oh what a challenge it has been I have come to found out that
I have a lot of work to do within

Its all about readjusting your perspective

To Be Continued.....

Just Wait

Wow what a movie

So i had the opportunity to go to a early viewing of "Just Wright"

I will not spoil the movie but I must say to all the women out there Just Wait.
Sometimes it is easy for us to get caught up in fairy tales, stories and dream men.
We get anxious when those around us seem to have it all together and we feel as though our time will not come.

Fret not my fearless sister

Your time will come. God is working some things out of you and in you.

He is making you the ultimate woman for the ultimate Man of God.

So don't settle! Don't be loved starved! Trust God! Have Faith!

All that is yours will come to you
Watch God, Wait on Him to move in His time in your life.

With Love Miss Logan

The Big Moments

The Big Moments
For as long as I can remember the big moments mattered the most
YOU NEVER MISSED A BIG MOMENT
First day of school
8th bridge building contest
Homecoming Parade and Court
Tears after not winning
Driver’s License
Scholarship ball
High school Graduation
Car accident with Friends
College Orientation
First Daughters Wedding
Moving in to the Dorm (sophomore year)
College Graduation
First big job
First Apartment
You were always there for the BIG moments
Middle school insecurities
I just don’t get fractions
My teachers think I act out because you are not here
The guidance counselor thinks I don’t do my homework on purpose; she is right
I talk back when I think you do not understand
High school low self esteem
I would rather not be here feeling so invisible
Abandon safety
Unsure of self
No sense of trust
I’m shy, Afraid to love, Unattached, Guarded
I love to laugh
My favorite colors are blue and black
I don’t like scary movies
I long to love and be loved back
I could ramble on and on but the point is there is so much more to me than the big moments sometimes I get sad thinking of small moments but then I realized those small moment you missed hold more value because I have grown to hold on to the
Big moments
For as long as I can remember the big moments mattered the most
YOU NEVER MISSED A BIG MOMENT